Blogging is hard. In more ways than people imagine. I am so infrequent at posting, not because I don't have things to write about but because I hate that my words I spend so much time perfecting are seen by people who have such a large amount of anger towards me. I hate that I can't share the fact that my blog has been sponsored by Google (yes, those ads you see are there for a reason) without being attacked. There will always be people who do not agree with what I say or write or the choices I make in life. This is the internet and I make my blog available to anyone who would find pleasure in reading it, but it is also available to anyone who wants to tear it apart and that is difficult for me to deal with sometimes.
I have more to write about than my boyfriend. That was not the intention of my blog. Jen's Tiny World. My world. What I go through and how I see the world through my eyes. I am 20 years old and have so much growing and learning to do.
Go back to my first posts. See how much has changed. How much of the world I've seen. I now have goals and hopes and so much positivity when I think about what my life will be like in the next year or two. I work a job I can't stand and go to school and the library all the time so my trip to London this winter won't be my last.
I don't know where in this world I will go. I don't know what I will write about next. It may be controversial, it may be about my boyfriend, it may be about the fact that I worked a 6 hour shift today and only made $6 in tips. I just know that with every place my life leads me to will change me for all the right reasons.
It's been a wild year. I appreciate everyone who has been nothing but supportive of my blog and all my other crazy choices I make.
Much love,
Jen
